Fall is here . . . autumn . . . call it what you will, but it has definitely arrived, despite what the calendar says. Here in Olympia we went from 90 degrees and hazy skies to 60 degrees and thunderstorms in the span of a week. The other night it dropped down to 38 degrees . . . brrr!
There is a sense of urgency about autumn. There is a hurry up, get your butt in gear, state of being in September and October. There is a dying off and a preparedness about it all. There is a sense of pleasurable foreboding, I find, and I love this time more than any other.
The chimney needs to be cleaned; flashing needs to be attached, in places, on the roof. Those gutters, ignored in June, can no longer be ignored. Repairs to the animal housing must also be done ASAP. In fact, ASAP seems to be the acronym of the day, for to delay too long means serious problems once the winter rains and snows arrive, and arrive they will. Make no mistake about it, like taxes and death, they are approaching.
The chickens are molting, which reminds me that a drainage ditch to divert runoff still needs to be dug, not a big deal but just one more deal.
I’m tired just thinking about it all, but seventy years on this planet earns me the right to be a bit weary; also, though, I’m energized by it, because so much depends on my actions, and I like that. It puts me in a place of importance, a key cog in the natural balance of our farming enterprise.
I get it. I really do. I understand, today, the interdependence of it all . . . of us all . . . and I find comfort in that. I am a shy, introverted, semi-hermit of a man who needs people, just as my birds need me for their survival, and I like that as well. Without my wife, my son, and a handful of others, I am a disjointed human being looking for the Super Glue. With them I am a functioning, participating, even contributing member of this race we call human.
So I’m getting ready for my seventieth fall, and then I’ll prepare for my seventieth winter, and on and on I’ll go until my days of preparation are over and I will finally arrive at the destination we all have in our sights from Day One.
A DEAD CHICKEN
I had to scoop one up from the driveway the other day. It must have been too slow getting out of the way when someone’s car came down the driveway. It happens. Death is always close by for farm animals.
I doubt that chicken feared death. Yes, chickens are nervous birds, but that nervousness is not born from a fear of death. That’s giving chickens way more credit than they deserve. I do think, on some basic level, they understand how frail life is, but I would not subscribe to the theory that they fear death.
And I subscribe to that outlook. I really don’t fear death. That seems a bit silly to me. There is either an afterlife or there is nothingness, neither of which seems frightening to me. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not exactly looking forward to dying, but that is not because of fear . . . it’s simply because I’m enjoying the hell out of living and don’t want to leave this event called life.
So you see, me and the chickens have a lot in common. Lol
See you soon!
Do all things with love!
Bill